spirit home

i have to know before i continue with this blog, has anyone ever been somewhere; a beachtown, an island, a european country, a village, a town, a new state ( you get it) and KNEW "this is where i belong" ... i feel at ease, i feel at HOME, my "spirit is alive". I want to live here, but.... alas.... you had to come back to where you were ( city, state, job, town) and couldn't "move" to your spirit home; you were miserable and thought everyday continuosly about the "other" place ... anyone out there know what i'm talking about? please, let me see if there are any readers so i know if i should continue & if so.... let's talk about "spirit home"